Black hair want it med. blonde (natural) again a healthy way please help!!!!!!!?

okay so i had like a medium blonde haircolor and i made the stupid desision of dyeing it black permanately then when my roots grew back like every other month i would redie the roots. then i wanted my natural hair color back so i am using the fake die that washes out in like 28 shampoos which doesnt even wash out in 28 shampoos by the way. and i want like a healthier way to get my natural hair color back than the bleaching kit cuz i heard that doesnt work it will just turn orange. please help me. people think im going emo and i loved my blonde. Thank you so much. (and please, people who dont know anything about dyeing hair plz dont answer or give me stupid things that say ''Shoudnt have died ur hair'' cuz that doesnt help me now.) TY TY TY TY!! ily guys. thnx for helpin